also, looking at the picture I posted of myself today had me smiling and thinking of how a few years ago I would have been extremely angry and disappointed in myself over that (really warm) little bit of tummy… fuck yeah, unconditional self love! I’ve become such a comfortable person, I’m so grateful
ever since my parents and I agreed that I’d drop out, they’ve been asking me what I’ll be doing with myself when I move back home. My answer fluctuates depending on my mood, between joining a nudist commune, becoming a traveller of sorts (street artist? new orleans!), starting a lamp business and/or just staying put and working, devoting all of my efforts toward producing activist art and literature (I want to start writing! and it’s about time I got off my ass and did something about everything I disagree with…)
depending on my mood.
DEPENDING ON MY MOOD.
do you know how free I feel?
thank you universe for giving me this freedom, I am extremely lucky. Thank you dad for also dropping out of college so that I’m not the only one looking bad in a family full of people with their fancy PhDs and Masters…. and thank the nature of being eighteen that I’m not entrenched in the silly routine that adults call life! aaah.
sunday evenings at the UC
another sunset from what was our living room. this was so long ago… what a strange feeling!
sun setting on state and harrison
when I used to live in the dorms
(holy fuck it’s summer)
today at the Palette: staring sideways for five hours will make you extremely dizzy. worth it, though!
I mean, you should have seen how those people captured my expression. Oh! I was cheesing as I waltzed around the room admiring everyone’s work :)))))))))))))))
I did! but I’ve missed many, and I’m bound to miss a lot again.
I kinda go through phases where I loathe all of tumblr, and then I love it again. Which usually correlates when I post and when I don’t, but post in regard to anything. And I dunno, I just haven’t been feeling the self-love lately… physically, anyhow. I’ve been focusing more on other things?
but I’m flattered that you noticed, ahaahaha ♥
haaha, probably!
yeah, actually, I was more in love with the early afternoon light and the way it poured out of my window and I wanted to flatter the way it fell on me with long lines more than flatter my body with it? haahaha, I appreciate the concern though, it’s very warming and amusing…. I suppose I just haven’t been so vain lately XD
